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Private Room · Sleeps One

The Blush Room

Room Description

Soft rose and gold, entirely your own. A blush velvet headboard, a mirrored gold closet, and a cloud-motif wall, with a walk-out arched loggia balcony over the courtyard and palms. The only private room in the house with its own ensuite bath: a double vanity and a large marble steam shower that no one else uses.

Room Amenities

  • One king bed, yours alone
  • Your own private ensuite with a double vanity and a large marble steam shower, the only private room in the house with one
  • A walk-out arched loggia balcony over the courtyard and palms
  • A mirrored gold closet
  • A blush velvet headboard, gold accents, and a soft cloud-motif wall
  • Complimentary WiFi and individual climate control
  • Smart TV and free parking on the estate
About the bath: The ensuite is inside the room and it is yours alone. Ruby, Palm, and Koi share their baths; Blush is the one private room that does not.

Book this room

Includes the full retreat, October 22–25, 2026. One guest. When it is taken, it is taken.

King bed · private room

One guest · private ensuite bath

$6,900

Or pay over time: $1,500 deposit, then $1,800/mo × 3

Deposit & Cancellation

A deposit reserves your bed the moment your booking goes through. You can pay in full, or choose the payment plan: a deposit today, then three monthly payments.

Because each circle is small and held with care, reservations are final. Deposits are non-refundable, and the retreat is non-refundable in full, for any reason.

Travel insurance is warmly encouraged, so you are covered if life asks you to change your plans.

Join the retreat waitlist

Can’t make this retreat? Get on the waitlist for the next one, and be first to hear when a bed opens or a new circle forms. Or ask Angela a question.

Picture Yourself Here

Close your eyes for a moment. This is where you land.

Before you choose, let the place come to you. Press play, and imagine your days here, between the sessions and the horses, in a house made for resting.

A film of the Malibu retreat estate

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The Malibu estate at twilight: a white Italian villa with a bell tower, terraced gardens, palms, a lit pool, and the Santa Monica Mountains behind

The Setting

A restored Italian villa in the Malibu hills

Our Malibu circle gathers at a private estate above the coast. An Italian villa on 51 secluded acres, with the Pacific on one side and the Santa Monica Mountains on the other. Grief asks for a place that can hold it, somewhere beautiful and quiet and entirely your own, and this is that place.

51
Acres of privacy
360°
Ocean & mountain views
8
Bedrooms across the villa
Pool & spa
Jacuzzi, gym, gardens, koi ponds

Everything on the estate

  • Pool
  • Jacuzzi
  • Spa
  • Fitness gym
  • Tennis court
  • Zen garden
  • Koi ponds
  • Pizza oven
  • Lighthouse
  • Gardens & grounds
  • Coffee in the kitchen
  • Estate-wide WiFi

The story of this place

For a long time this was ranchland, a wild stretch of the Malibu hills once known as Rancho Del Sol Pacifico. In 1997 a family took it on and poured decades of care into it, planting award-winning Cabernet vineyards and raising more than a hundred Andalusian horses in its stables, until the whole hillside was a working estate humming with life.

In November 2018, the Malibu Canyon fires swept through and took much of it. The winery and many of the horses were among the losses. What stands here now is what came after: new stewards who spent years, and more than a million dollars, coaxing the gardens back and rebuilding the villa into the place you see today.

There is something quietly fitting about grieving here, in a place that was lost and lovingly remade. It is where our very first retreat was held, and it is where this circle gathers again.

The other rooms

Eight bedrooms, thirteen beds, one circle of women. Find the one that feels like yours.